Was feeling a bit down...
Through the darkest nights, and the brightest morning,
I cannot refrain myself from mourning.
From the pain and misery that you've caused,
My whole life just seems to have paused.
Why, I want to ask, but already know that's silly to wonder,
For I surely know, your voice will grow louder than thunder.
And yet I cower from the truth,
Still hiding within my youth.
I feel the pain illuminating from myself,
And wonder when the rage will escape from thyself.
I see beyond your lies,
And laugh at the hideous disguise.
For surely you misjudged my intelligence,
So now I mock your arrogance.
But soon find to regret it,
And find myself deep inside a pit.
I try to climb out,
But find that I can't even manage to sprout.
So now I'm lost in this pain,
And still hope, that it is all just a game...